This past year I have had many fantasies of life after marriage and parenting fall to the wayside. I was never the 'get the red Ferrarri' type of guy but we all have these ideas of what 'freedom' to act looks like.
I have been a man and a heterosexual man in a woman's world of yoga and therapies for so long these last few years of accessible and inaccessible relationships with dynamic women has initiated me into deeper contact with the Divine Feminine in me- through them even as the worldly relationships never manifested for very long.
Now as I am single for the first time in 33 years! I am wondering about the Divine Masculine in response. What I have gotten this past year is a slap from my childhood's ancestry and karmic knots regarding the distortions passed down.
Learning to receive and not just provide, to weep and not know why or know but not tie it up neatly, to be in process and let destination find me. It is not easy.
The modality I have formed is called Listening Touch. I am the best client but am developing a following mostly over the phone. It is my path. To touch and listen and follow into the darkness. But what a bitch of a year it has been. Thank you my soul.......
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